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02 March 2006, 3/02/2006 02:38:00 PM

What's is really LIFE?

Dear everyone,

I'm so so so wear out. I had countless of sleepless night. There were so so so many things that happened this few days which even my closest friends I don't share it with them. Maybe Sean have known a bit of what is happening to me now. As you may have observe well like sean ... u ll notice my nick on msn . "I am confused , I don't know how to express it ." Sean is not abt the things i tell u only is more worst than that. I've to confessed that i never lie to my best friends . But Backstabbers just have to stab throught your skin and bones and out of your body. FY ( as not willing to reveal her name) , I want to give her a fucking tight slap on her fuck face. Her freaking chicken mouth is worthless and it stinks like shit. Whatever she pour and spout out from her mouth is none other than SHIT. She added sentences and lies to my words for someone and her dark evil heart was meant to make my life miserable and what's more my heart to be broken. I;ve never been so pissed in my life before. Why must she be such a bloody KPO and backstabber . WHY? WHY? WHY?

She has been acting to be very very nice to me and I did not act to be nice to her but she just have to show me that she is a two headed snake trying to kill me from my back. Really, i can;t take it anymore... i hope the person i love won;t hate me becos of what she heard. To WY , I have never lied to you, never have I talk behide your back , never have i want to let u down and feel miserable in your life. I have been respecting you esp, respecting your views and decision. I hate to see u down ... hate that u have been cool feeling towards me... hate that u start a talking to me directly to my face ... hate that u r starting a cold war .

I 've watch ANTM yestd and i've never thought that BRE that bitch is just a bad lier and god actually gave her a chance to stay in the competition. When i sees her worst action on life ... i just thought of that bloody bitch at my workplace, FY. BRE is coolblooded and she is not deserved to win the competitionand luckly NICOLE won it . I'm so proud of her. To those who watch ANTM , after watching BRE's evil actions and thoughts in her mean ... u ll know that there r many backstabbers and at the same time liers around us. See what i mean ... she make out sentence out herself and told lies and even more lies that hurt others. Has she thought of what she have done is wrong. I definately feels that KIM has more potential than BRE . BRE is just equally ugly inside and outside.

You know ... i have always been asking for more new experiences but the ending of the experience is always not the way that i expected them to be nice. I tired ... very very tired . I want to stay alone and be lonely . I need oxygen and i need a place to cool myself down. I need to return to sch life to study . I don;t want anything else. I need more energy cos if i have to let myself go ... i will fall and never get up. I need rest and need silence and i need a good listen ear.

I missed my good friends ... i hope they actually do well but seems like some of than are equally as bad as me or cld be even worst. I really hope we can come out to the brightside always . And emma remember our forces are never to be broken unless we decide to break it ourselves . We ll all treasures the good ones and throw away all the bad ones.

I need to stay strong !

I need to contiune in my life journy in a peaceful way!

I need to pace myself well!

I need a rest ... a peaceful and serene place to rest !

-signout-
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