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31 March 2007, 3/31/2007 02:05:00 AM
Friends quest !
2. What was your dream growing up? Dreams would be to be famous and get 76876987798798273987 of fans dying for my autograph and thats to be a singer. Following up, to be a cook. Latter, all teacher and blah.. 3. What talent do you wish you had? Seriously, i don't know how to answer this. My talent would be to be naturally fierce at people when they got me exacerbated. I don't really have much talent besides now i learn to public speak well. 4. Favourite place? I love my cupboard. I used to hide from my mother when she got mad at me badly in my cupboard. I sobbed in there thousands of time when i was young. 5. Favourite actor? mmm...i don't have particular actor i like. But actress, i love lucy liu , she like the hottest asian to make it big in hollys. 6. What was the last book you read more than once? Okay, good one. Have been doing a lot of reading lately. Last book would be The wartime lies. ( I gonna say this, jimmy and i have weird likings for wartime books. anything book about during WW1 the jews got rounded up by germans is so in my cup of tea. perhaps mabel ( my sec tutor ) got me really into books like this after " hiding place " by corrie ten boon , the first war book i have ever read . 7. What zodiac sign are you? I can't be bothered answering this. 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Nope, but would like to have one side pierced. seriously, i gonna check out which is actually the gay ear first. 9. Worst Habit? would be ... twisting my neck and backbone every morning. I dunno is good or bad but i think thats my bad habit. Other would be burbling loudly after food. seriously, who else does that except for weird people. One last thing, picking my toe shit and smell it. I know is gross but you call that a habit don't you? 10. Favourite snack?Lays ... cheese rice crackers ... strawberry waffles ... list goes on. 11. What is your favourite sport? Swim. I don't know how to cycle in case people are curious. 12. Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude? Both. I don't know how to explain this. 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? I think i will sleep if its totally black. BTW, if you are the ones beside me and start screaming, i think i will scold you. 14. Best thing to ever happen to you? So many ... too difficult to list them. 15. Tell me one weird fact about you. none other than ...... people love starring at me. Is either i'm too good looking , if not i appear funny to them which mmm... lets stick with good looking. And i have kindda realised i attract both sex . the bad thing is think guys / gays???? starred at me most of the time. EEWWWW!!!! 16. Do you have any pets? My goldfishes, all die a month ago. sad sad. 17. Do you know how to do the Macarena? i know but i've forgotten how to . 18. What time is it where you are now? 2.33am 19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? I hate clowns. They can be in my nightmares if i ever see them during the day. 20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? My nose bridge to be a little more angmohish. and my head shape definitely. I really hate my head shape. 21.What color eyes do you have? Brown 22. Ever been arrested? Nope ... duh.. no wait actually yes... by my primary form teacher who robbed away my plea of innocent by letting someone accuse me of stealing someone's PENCIL BOX and dump it into the bin. GRRRR.... 23. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it? shop duh. 24. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew? shld be wriggler's? 25. What's your favourite bar to hang at? I think the emrald hills ones the nicest bar ever. 26. Do you believe in ghosts? yesh i do but haven seen one yet. soon ... army. 27. Favourite thing to do in your spare time? Sing and sing 28. Do you swear a lot? I swear alot when i'm very pissed. 29. Biggest pet peeve? dont know abt this. 30. In one word, how would you describe yourself? Confident, as told by many of my classmates whenever i present myself in front of many i tend to look very confident. but in actual fact i'm not. is all pretense. well, sometime in front of a crowd u will gotta pretend to be confident if u are not. 29 March 2007, 3/29/2007 11:12:00 PM
Grouchiness ...
![]() You know life's been really such a random. or, I've been random? I'm suddenly back to listening slower grooved music, means a little more jazzier and soulful genre. Here comes Corinne Bailey Rae, I've been listening the whole day. Lovely and intricate voice she holds. It just calmed me down, having me feeling grouchy PLUS groggy the whole day. Anyway, in my previous post I ain't trying to disparage or demean my confidence or esteem. Again, is something random, things just randomly churn around my mind without a notice. So, in such a case, I just feel like blogging them out. I gonna be truthful, I thought after a good sleep the next day i will feel more cheered up. Fortunately, it didn't get worst, does it? I really don't know. I'm waiting for Ugly Betty's EP 19 ready for download. Its so hilarious how the story is moving on. Nothing much, lifelessly stayed at home for the past 3 days. No one can believe that i could actually tied myself to the computer the whole day. GOSH! suffering some austere neck ache now. Hahha... I have gotten the fun of slacking at home doing nothing else but watching soaps and series after soaps and series. Yesh, thats my life now. Not clubbing. Not chilling out. I have decided to be Mummiessss GOOD BOY. * winks * Is so difficult to be a GOOD BOY you know, staying home means more nagging; especially, when mummy has issues with you lifelessly staying at home. You know seriously, I seriously dont fucking care. = I'm not going down to work for my father. After much torture and invisible hostility and injuries i was put through. NO MORE! chao =( 27 March 2007, 3/27/2007 07:00:00 PM
Shout shout shout.
Never be at a place for too long. I always don't have the answer to all. Things are always sweeter than feeling down. Things aren't sweeter if you're unusually happy. I walked with my lifeless shoes on a clueless track;aimless. All i said, I have dreams to follow. Dreams are here but what should i do with it? Never would one give a correct answer to it. Smoke my lifeless cigarettes...( What to do with my life?) Music and Lyrics, yet another over-rated movie - every cinema i went for the movie tickets were selling fast- which bothered me a lot especially after the movie. I left the cinema with 2 words in my mind, horrible and boring. Drew Barrymore- I love her because of her name- acted horribly and looked retarded in the show. She exhibited to many weird feelings and insane expressions in the movie which made me wondered if she does it purposely or naturally? Is definitely not a movie that i like and would give more than 2 stars for it. Pretty surprised i insisted watching it. The storyline was a BLAH only. Anyways, I walked out of the theater feeling unusually depressed. Friends saw it on my face. I didn't want to speak out what was on my mind at that time. It was all messy up my mind, too messy to be organised into words. BTW, Music and Lyrics has no linked to me feeling depressed then. Plus, is a movie I watched and cant be bothered with it. My mind was very occupied with depressing thoughts even when walking with JQ and Margaret to the MRT. Stories continues... In Roy's mind, I don't know about this holiday, about not a single meaningful thing i have done. No real accomplishments. It felt like nothing meaningful is done during it which I promised myself to make use of this vacation before it even started. Then, another thing struck- about my Artist Training course at LWS. I know i have yearn for such an opportunity for years and years. Now given such a opportunity to experience my coming dreams and a path to realizing it, yet i don't know how to deal with it. I thought i'm always prepared for it. Not any sooner, I realised I'm so unprepared for it. I know my friends couldn't help me much besides the supports and lucks sprinkling over to me . I have been feeling this way since i stepped into the first lesson of the Artist Training course. I went in unhappy, came out of it even more unhappy. My classmates cum competitors are okay people. They just mind their own business or living their own world with their clicks which i'm pretty fine. I just didn't feel happy and feeling lonely in the class. A class of people having fucked up looks, one looking fucking fierce and old, others so occupied with their own conversation and many looked snobbish-not like all have impressive voices. I thought this holidays would be filled with surprises and many things to do that has a link to the artist training course like performing in front of big crowds. I mean i paid 1600 for the 4 month course, stepping out of every lesson feeling nothing has accomplished and always buried with the feelings of skipping lesson when the day come. It not a way to realising my dreams. Like I always tell myself. I don't want to live a life with only limited things i could do. Be a student, study , work then settle down with a family; so typical of a Singaporeans mindset. I cannot tolerate such a Singaporean life. I want something different. My dreams are more than just being a student , an accountant and latter a bread winner. I dreamed to be a singer, composer, lyricist, producer, cook, teacher and come to the last, an accountant. Why so many dreams because i gonna set myself with different paths in my life. I called that safety paths. One not met go for other. But my main main main dream is to be famous and of course to be a singer. So what is bothering me now is how should i present myself well in every lesson I gonna attend. How i dress, look, talk and sing is all counted. I don't like ended up letting the instructor to feel disappointed and no comments of me. I love comments, good or bad, i don't really care. I mean if u are commented that means you have gotten more attention. No, that does not imply being a attention whore. It implies, competition, fight to reach for my dreams. I would really appreciate if the fast song i've chosen for the showcase to the EMI recording company boss would impress people. Actually, I already know what songs to present , just clueless whether are they good enough to impress people? After all, chance is only given once, is either i embrace it tightly or i could just anyhow deal with it. That simple. I'm very lazy to even practice the songs and i don't know why. Is it the song i don't like or have let myself affected by those feelings mentioned earlier? Arghhh... Again and Again. I need motivations and something that i would aim for badly and to spice myself up fully. Anyway, about dressing , i would seriously thank people if they could help me in that. I need a pair of shoes for dunno 1928309128098123 year long, more funky nice shirts and tees bottoms and accessories. Fuck the course, i need to dress like a star having limited $$$. Fuck them. Grrr... The problem is i don't wanna spend so much on my clothing , latter ended up with nothing- back to a typical Singaporean life. That seriously is not worth . :( chao. 21 March 2007, 3/21/2007 02:34:00 AM
Ugly Betty and Heroes Day
My notebook did not just hung on me. check check, type type, back to normal...Geeezzz! Not a sexy day, escaped from work DAY 2. I mean i have no covers that could help me ran some errand for my mummy today. She made me shopped for ingredients for her long awaited curry that she finally is cooking today. She makes some really good curry, delicious and moderately spiced curry- all know that i cant take chili that well. Yummy yummy. After back from supermarket, the whole of the afternoon i felt groggy and quiet. I think I'm lacked of sleep again. Stupid self-selection timetable thing made me get up so early today. I thought to fixed the boredom, I went on a soap watching marathon. I caught 7 episodes of Ugly Betty and 3 episodes of Heroes(took a fucking hell long to load). I don't care whether is ugly betty over-rated now or a complete ripped off from some Latin soap named " BETTY LA FEA" , i still love betty for her real and ingenuous character that america ferrara acts in comfortably. She is awesome. I meant Betty. The whole story isnt all about comedy and HAHAHHAHA. There are some emotional parts too. I really love America for the clear delivery of Betty's characters. And Heroes even more amazing. Getting really into it. Getting more and more interesting as things are revealing. So..., today's the day where i have to choose my timetable as a class for the coming semester. I woke up at some pathetic time (8.30 am) for some pathetic self-select timetable enrollment shit which did not ring me a bell why they have us doing such brainless thing in the first place. First, they had prescribe each class with a timetable which obviously anyway retard would know since it goes according to classes; mine is the 02. So they have something something from 01 -02 . I mean if they are not prescribed according to classes that make the whole selection thing makes more sense. So!!!, always being smart NP administrator created NPAL ( updates on your CCA points, book facilities, exam results, etc. ) did not do a similar smart job for the Self-selection timetable program. WHY? Because if the whole wide classes from TA01-08 are fighting for the best timetable, which the whole thing serves as a first come first get the best basis, I can never stay with my WHOLE class with the same classmates i've been for 1 year. So if someone's lagging a bit, chances are they would be sent and forced to accept the least popular timetable. ARGH... whack their ass off! So, my class choose a timetable that turn out to be not the best but good thing is they all have some great sense which were not allured by some timetable that starts school late and end late. Hooorayyy!! Start early and end early! We held an early discussion session on MSN and it took us less than an 1hr to decide. Efficient classmates! WHOOOOAAA! You're all the best ! and of course everything went smoothly after that. I guess all got enrolled into the same class and share a common timetable. I have to pass out now. chao. =) 17 March 2007, 3/17/2007 02:13:00 PM
Attention Whore Raids!
Attention Whore Raids! What a fruitful and jubilant week I have had. I'm finally been given work in the office. Have been working like crazy. Don't wonder why am i always not online these days, maybe until night. 06 March 2007, 3/06/2007 11:57:00 PM
One of those boring days
I came home and felt like crap! Argh.... I just found out something from my dad today during work. HAD A HORRIBLE QUARRELLING SESSION with him at work. O well, we both pretended nothing happend after it. It is usually the case because he can never win quarrelling with either with me or Mummy. I only told those who poped out a window in my MSN when i came online about all the stupidity and my stubborn father who is still putting me in some difficult FUCK situation. ARGHHH... MONEY CRISIS. I hate it when i have to JUST discuss about money issues. Anyways, I don't have much to blog today except that I got myself into such shit situation under my father's hand. CHAO! 02 March 2007, 3/02/2007 04:27:00 PM
still doing nothing
It's the second day of work and I'm still not given any job to accomplish. That's so not hot! I know, I shouldn't complain too much. Who on earth would not want to get paid for doing NOTHING? Seriously, I'm not the kind of person who can slack through whole day and do nothing. I won't feel good to get paid for doing NOTHING. Oh well, its better than not getting a job and not paid. I have nothing much to blog today. I love the weather these few days. Its effin cooling and Grey the whole day. Thankfully, I have my lappy with me and managed to blog , MY-SPACE and MSN a bit while having nothing to do. Here are some nice pictures of both gorgeous ROY and MARIE at ZOUK wine bar, 01 March 2007, 3/01/2007 11:03:00 PM
I get paid for READING BOOKS n MY-SPACING
I fell into deep dreams and in it I was stepping into an unknown world which I found myself to be deaf in there, whence, music from my I-pod nano was still playing in my ears in reality. A sudden thundering loud knock of hammer onto some metal parts of the transformer (think physics and where am I working, you would understand) woke me up. I felt numbs of both my hands and legs. Circulation of blood was poor as I pressed my face against both my hands when falling asleep. I stared at the clock sitting at the right side of my father’s desk blurringly; my word, its frigging 2 50 pm. I forced myself up the chair I was falling asleep on albeit, I was still half asleep and terribly sleepy. I walked slowly with my right leg still numbed to the rest room. I still couldn’t open my eyes fully. Feeling much fresher after wetting my face then, I walked back to my father’s desk. I’m still not assigned to doing anything at 3 pm which have made me wonder of my presence in the office. Sleeping on bed in my room would be the most wonderful thing I thought of doing now. I seriously asked myself, could it have been better if I asked for something to do? I always knew what the answer he would give if I had asked him that and it would be “please wait a while as I’m busy now.” I tried asking and true to my expectation it was the answer I thought he would give. I know my father too well. I questioned him whether I still get paid doing NOTHING whilst both his mind and hands are working on something. “You still get paid, don’t worry!” he replied. I am thinking, I did nothing and get paid for today? That’s unreasonably possible to anyone when “no such things as free lunch” such metaphors still do present. Now I know why he promised me $500 per month working for him. You all know the reason too now right. Get paid $500 to do NOTHING! Alright, I was trying to be creative in the first few paragraphs of my writing. I was just feeling horribly bored. Jimmy had introduced MY-SPACE to me yesterday night. I feel like MY-SPACING (something better than Friendster) more than anything now. Anyway, my new hobby is now MY-SPACING; changing the layout of it, adding new INTERESTING people which most aren’t Asians (seriously, Friendster can be a photo portfolio rather than a mechanism to meet people), searching for more underground good artists and reading on latest news- which are news more than just news about Britney shaving her head. Anyway, what’s with big “WOO HAAA” about Britney now? She shaved and auctioned the shaved hair for some NPO and that’s about it man. No BIG DEAL! |
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