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27 August 2007, 8/27/2007 12:31:00 AM

Eventually.

Eventually.

Contented with only 1 paper(blaw).

Goals of scoring As was a hopeless intention.

After the incubus of endless papers, I felt so much in despair. Its ridiculous to get exasperated over such worries. I will know what i get soon. anyhow, i studied real hard for it.

Recently, i got signed with the sub-record company-wise record under eastern world.It was a 1 year contract come with endless clauses. It took me days to consider before signing up for it.

I'd studied the hectic schedule and know that its going to be real tough. Already the first training sound incredible boring and weird, its called the psychological building. The first thought i gave it was whether it was for some mental problem people.

The road will be somewhat long. Nonetheless, it will be a fruitful one. As long as i gain something from it, its a why not choice. exploration is something I wanna commit now. maybe it wouldn't be my main career but i'm sure its gonna benefit my future.

I don't really give a fuck about how people thinks of me and thinks that whatever things i'm committing now was a total crap out story. I'd say you shut the fuck up. I have my other part of contract with me, ask me for it and i will show.

I doesn't matter as to whether I make it big or not. Gaining for some kind of status is not what i'm asking for. I taking the whole as one adventurous experience. I get to see and learn and understand the whole entertainment industry was something i wish to do.

No. I'm not bragging over such things. You ask me then i speak. especially when you ask me what i'm up with recently and that is what i'm really doing now. No bragging. It's totally true. Well, if you continue to think its fake, let it be. Its not point fighting to prove it. It doesnt affect you anyhow, so i suggest just dont comment a single shit. I'm not doing anything for show off.

fucked fuck.

11 August 2007, 8/11/2007 01:15:00 PM

PANG PANG PANG

let the sun shine upon us.

PANG PANG PANG!

03 August 2007, 8/03/2007 11:20:00 AM

I'm Subdued!

I'm Subdued!

One of my friends whom i knew not long ago, told me that i'm a horribly opinionated person. He added by saying that " you are a nice person, you have the some kind of character that sort of differentiate you from others". I know that I've told to think optimistically all the time. The way to let myself feel positive is to combat all negative and cynical thoughts. BTW, I'm not a cynic. Like what you have said, I'm opinionated person, just opinionated. I think worst all the time and not because i have no trust in this world. Thinking worst would allow me to have enough mental preparation for the worst so that in deep shit moments, I don't hollow myself into depressing and emotional thoughts.

I know I maybe mean to others sometimes. Maybe. Its time that I terminus any naiveties that rule over my brains. Like i always say, being mean is being truthful to others. Being truthful to others meaning doing good to them. There are certain things you just can't fake yourself to fit into others and later regret for what you have done. Live a life whereby you know what you are doing, do what you think. Simply, not let anyone intrude and conquer your apperceptions, judgments and thoughts.

You can't always expect people to treat you the way you treat others well. Thats what i meant naivety. I have learnt over time that people appreciated what you have done for them and the most to repay for your done is to show their utmost gratification. Thats all they can do in return. Tell me, you think friends will be there forever for you? Practice independent thinking and wisdom. You don't always depend on others to live your own life like a irritating parasite to others. That only allow people to think of how weak of a person you are to others. Friends are there for you all the time, thus, you can safely conclude that they are your best friends. Nonetheless, best friend is actually yourself, you know yourself the best, the no. of years of knowing yourself is the same as your own age. Moreover, you do things for yourself and not for others.

Sometimes, learnt to be selfish a little and not let anyone walk his way over your head. Obliviously, by saying selfish doesn't mean do not care shit about others. Do proper judgment. Judge with wisdom. You know certain things you do good to others, the good will never make a detour back to you; its gone to others meaning its gone to others. I'm saying no expectations here.

Exams are round the corner. I'm so behind time. OMG. It about time that i start mugging. Its like next next friday my first paper commence. ewww. after that, yay!

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