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30 September 2007, 9/30/2007 03:22:00 PM
GOODNESS LORD!
breathe breathe. i need to inhale another 2 gallon of fresh air. some ice to cool down. why do i always get blamed? dont everyone do self-reflection themselves first, dont they? if you are reading this get this whole damn fuck straight. " now, for whatever reasons i have driven you crazy. END IT. FUCKING PUT IT TO AN END. I'm getting sick of all these shit. Forget it, if you are think you are a parasite taking advantage which i have never said so( i seriously how did such things occur in your brain) , whatever you want to be just go and be. I'm sick and tired of helping you.( you will probably say you dont need help. yeah. now so be it. i'm punching out. ) if you had blame me for pushing you this far. i had say you do some deeper self-reflections about yourself. like what have you said and include the actions you performed. you know, i have better things to do. yahh. forget the whole damn fucked up thing for all i care now. just shut the damn thing up and everything will go back to its fine state. thanks." for readers, everything is fine. i think whatever its happening to me is really childish and funny. well fucked innit? seriously even watching Catherine Tate comic relief is not comparably funny to what i;m going through now. anyhow, this is really funny. 27 September 2007, 9/27/2007 12:49:00 AM
i feel like murdering people.
douche bag. what a douche bag? what about caring? caring speaks evil. being blame for not helping. trying hard enough isn't always hard enough. either not seen or no appreciation. like jimmy says, don't give a shit. everything solved. devote time equals tolerate shit. help equals busybody. all i need its some happy moments. how hard can that ever be? know how hard to be a good person? OMG. chill pills. i need. 22 September 2007, 9/22/2007 04:12:00 PM
holly belly.
...yet another week past. I'm utterly disgusted by the people i saw today. I was just wondering why my eyes felt this sudden torturing pain. Whoever i saw today i just gave a reinforce stare at people who stared hard at me with no reason, particularly today. I'd the busiest week this week since the vocation started. I have to attended this seem to be everlasting acting class from tuesday - friday. guess what? It's tormenting to act. It's even more tormenting and tiresome to speak Chinese. He had a hard time instructing us, having the WHOLE darn class suck at chinese. now, people who knew me long ago would know that i USED to have a good foundation in the proficiency of chinese language. however, not in today's case, i totally cant speak properly. It seems rather i was totally lost touch of chinese for almost 2 years. I was commented negatively by the hired instructor, a Taiwanese actor cum singer. I find acting rather tough. Obviously, saying out a proper script is even more tough. despite the fact of the deficiency in chinese language, i brought back many useful tips in acting. AND , No i;m not going to share any of them unless you show me your passion of acting like Charissa. I'm selfish to a certain extent. People has been selflessly selfish. I'm too tired to type any further. I'm kind of free next week, ask me out then. tired speaks sleeping 21 September 2007, 9/21/2007 02:33:00 AM
EVERYWHERE IS BORING.
been town. its the same old town. old clothes. been singing school. its the same old singing school. old classmates. wireless router allows you more mobile with your lappy at home. whao. wonders of routers. drop dead bored. 17 September 2007, 9/17/2007 12:52:00 PM
Premonition
I was at Joel's house and later to town for dinner and movie yesterday, it was so far the best day i had the whole of the week. Remember one childhood game, Monopoly? Joel, Charissa and Me played it the whole day. It is pretty good that i had this little remembrance of my normal childhood. I wouldn't have won the game not with the luck by my side. I ended up winning like more than 8,000++ with a few poke marts- its the pokemon monopoly, playing rules are generally the same. I'm just amazed how Joel and Charissa have such a good and clear impression the monopoly rules, i barely remember a single rule. Joel was really really funny. I bet in his whole life he has made the wrong decision to trade off all his money for character cards ( you know cards with rent amount and ... ) with Charissa. I think Joel have initial plan in winning but i can't help that my luck was overwhelmed. Joel initial plan was to trade my coloured cards for pokeballs cards and gotten like 3 same coloured cards so that he could build like more properties. However, the plan turned against him. He was left without money and he kept moving into our properties meaning he has to pay a fair big sum of money. I was really lucky because i own ALL of the pokeballs and if they set foot into any of the balls they ll have to pay 200 pokes. HAHHAHA. Later then we realised that being in jail is the safest, no moving into others properties and keep getting money . Joel's luck was turning back on him i guess and it could happen because he abandoned " FATTY" - fat chubby mouse which could have overwhelmed him with luck. awww... how sad. So, when he didn't have the faith to move smoothly in the game as he kept moving into our owned property , he was desperate for jail being the safest option. HAHAHHAHA.  Premonitionit is being rated probably 1 or 2 stars in magazine but we thought it should have deserve the least 3 stars. I think Sandra Bullock did amazing in this movie. We watched it after we had a rushy dinner at billy bombers. Review: As the movie title suggest, premonition has to deal with sensing the future, except that it happened together with her sleep. The premonition has actually cause an inconsistency in her life. She wakes up everyday with her husband, Jim ( Julian McMahon who acted in charmed as cole ) either alive or dead consecutively. Apparently, Jim was killed in this car accident and Linda ( Sandra Bullock ) had premonition of her husband's death. At first she went to the doctor desperate for help but the doctor thinks that she was dealing to with inconsistencies meaning she is mentally subsided. Obliviously, It is beyond inconsistencies. She has done everything she could, even drawing up a table of what events had happened before the death of Jim. The story was set pretty. I think you all should not be deceived by the star rating. I had rather watch this movie to any other movie that is showing now. extras* -she, marie digby- youtube phenomenon pulled it off really well doing " umbrella" better than rihanna. -youtube - album version 14 September 2007, 9/14/2007 12:41:00 PM
Happiest day in the month!
okay i have just gotten my result today. Incredible to believe. worst semester, stressful yet crazy contented results. there you go...  click on the image for enlarged view.i worked hard! 10 September 2007, 9/10/2007 03:55:00 PM
you know me...
MY FOOT! as much as how much i have given up, you shouldn't have done anything to activate my enraging vibes. i had had alot this week. you have let me seen a lot of you. whats left is disappointing. the more i see you, the more heart breaking it feels. there is so much i can have said but choices lies within you.i have no say in any shit you want. i have no idea why i was brought into this picture of yours for starters. i'm not a rebound for what you have claimed. as clearly as it seems, i'm a rebound of ( insert) i'm holding longer than usual because i'm hurt harder than usual. you told my trust to lay upon you. but you had my trust lay upon lies . secrets are secrets. so does lies are lies? i've accepted every single shit you put me through. i'm horrified by the not getting over the shit any sooner.why? you have tell me so much just like how much you have told me when left. challenges? seems like not. it may seem simply short but it may also seem simply hard to leave. i had everything done. you have everything chosen. what's left with me ? nothing but a pile of shit beside me. -sad tells sad he is sad- 08 September 2007, 9/08/2007 01:38:00 PM
absolutely
another week of lifeless-self. i have been watching charmed. yesh, charmed. how interesting but its just interesting when you don't have a single shit to do. did i mentioned shit? Doing shit could have been better than doing nothing. good lord. the media class was absolutely crap boring. i have written fakes on the instructor's evaluation feedback, i cant believe a single thing i wrote.having to go through my ans to the interview qns to the entire group was totally exciting though. i have no idea what am I excited about. I guess people knows me better? Oh holy-crap to this dude from my class. I have never met someone so fake in my life besides my FIT tutor and other loads. - you know I don't hella care whether or not you get sensitive with your age issue. i was told to speak you the damn fuck you. as much as i love the stare but you can do on some other bitch and not me. if you are old and just so i raise up that issue, you have issues with me? i have no idea how fake can you be in front of my darn face but a thing you should do is to not get anything shit closer to me. I did not mentioned your age in front of the whole, did figures split out from my mouth? so you have defend. do i give a care shit on you? all i did was to be telling the truth that you don't look good and you gotta improve on your image to look a fuck years younger. and obviously you should. okay i did raise up the age issue but i just mentioned age is a problem. if it got all sensitive all over you , while sorry, you appears to be so. i had a bad week so i'm bitching now like crap as much as i don't wish to bitch in my blog but some things are just inevitable to be thrown out. you know the feeling of bitch suck in your body and mind. now i really do hate people who give fake first impression. they trick you into the first impression you set on them. HOLLA, they turn out different always as you get to know them along the way. so i never like to judge base on first impression. the first impression of someone maybe just as evil but you cannot just judge the person base on that. you know i dont really bother about first impression. i'm more interested in second, third, forth impression of the person. it later impression does tell a person clearer than the first. this is how i detest why people are not truthful to me at all. i don't love to reveal people's secrets along the way. to be clear, bad secrets you want people to know. i know how it is weird that secret are been told and no longer secrets anymore. some secrets does not last forever. just like anything else, includes relationship and friendship last no forever. tsk tsk tsk. naivety. so i had this premonition which is sooo bad that it came true. i just sense it like i always did. wow. yet again i got tricked by someone. my life is getting crap. i should seriously get back to doing my own thing. live a life my own. no partners. just myself. i feel secure always. i love myself. 03 September 2007, 9/03/2007 05:36:00 PM
Holidays aint great huh!
WONDERFUL, ONCE AGAIN , I FELT LIKE AN COUCH POTATO DOING NOTHING EXCEPT ... WAIT I"M NOT EVEN DOING ANYTHING. " WHY LIKE THAT?" " WHY? " " WHY?"... ( this has officially been my new nick), i have no idea why i love to say why when something has no reason to them. I have been siting at bright screen all day long talking with some hot people. yes. people i know are hot. hahaha. I'm such a potato couch for days and i feel like heading to joel house to continue to sit like a fat bump in front of the TV and go for a season marathon. you have no idea about me having this friend who is fetish of seasons. He buys every single season and watch every single one. Thats what he normally spend on and only spend on them, nothing else. He has like all season of " charmed, lost, prison break, the oc, Alias ... the list goes on ". well i had rather down. HO GAWD. did i just mention downloading? it's free. hahaha. well, good thing is i have a friend who has all this good stuffs. All I have to do is to take a bus , cross the road, and OMG, "TATA" I'm watching the latest stuffs on his PLASMA. Frkkin awesome! I'm going to start composing music and is about time that i start doing something useful too. my next lessons on media is starting real soon on this coming Wednesday. I think its gonna be fun despite having it with a class of fags( okay not all but close to all ). I'm totally jobless now. I wanna a job like to reimburse my account. The value in my account has not been increasing to what i have expected. I need money to shop for my ones. I really need it because i'm not going to ask any money from my parents to buy me things that i WANT. They should only pay for my NEEDS. lovely lovely. rain drops on roses. |
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