free now, some good bitching!

S-pop, yet another time and money wasted competition cum spot the useless talents in Singapore. I have never regard such a competition, fair and helpful in spotting talents in Singapore. so contestants are trying to impress with their horrible lyrics and lousy Chinese? come on, with the help of some impressive ENGLISH words included in the lyrics does not help you gain more " OH I'm Impressed" votes.  many, with awfully abhorrent music arrangements. I can't bare to mute my TV console's speaker a second later.

Not that i'm repellent of what such competitions are bringing about in the local scene,but its time for people to realise that its only a money making competition to the creator. Moreover, it does not provide one with a lot of opportunities to making big. It's Singapore,small island, and everything is small. I know joining such competition is not the only reason to gaining fame but to take that extra experiences. No doubt , its a good experience. but , if such experiences are put to no use after the competition, meaning you don't make it big, whatever taken its useless. basically, you are at bleak! find another path.

bittersweet.

freedom.life.

prematurely snubbed!

to someone who should really read this. just stop calling me.

STOP PLEASE ! STOP! PUNCH OUT MAN. you can call me every single night to bother me and i will just ignore your call. you know much phone money you gonna waste is not my problem. i have enough of you. i seriously hope that you step out of my life and screw whatever life you wanna have. seriously , its not of my business. since the start of the year, i have been treating you good enough and given my support to help you with your downs. you take me for granted i say i ignore and its human nature. you have gone way too far for me to handle. you have no idea how much you have caused me. i can tell you can come to my school and cry and fuck me up thats it. JUST FUCK AROUND whatever you like to. Its not within my concern anyways. so just stop bothering me and haunt me down for life. i have got a better life in case you dont know.

call me one more time. just one more night i will just handle it to police. thanks.live me alone for god sake.

seriously, how is it to get something interesting to do so difficult. I'm telling you it quite difficult for me, strangely and hard to believe.

so 2007 is ending real soon? I really hope it will end off the next minute or even preferably the next second. It the suckiest year I have ever had. The people I met this year is awfully screwed ups. They don't just screw up their own life but they come and screw mine up. Indeed, how unfortunate my life in year 2007 was.

like Emmanuel told me once and it was in my head for days. He mentioned that he can't live a life with just happiness. There must be this delicate balance between sad and happy moments in his life that he will find life challenging and fun. ( my own interpretation of what he told me ) .For the first time, I actually believe him and learned to be less naive. What's life all about is learning and growing, not taking and leaving.

i'm still happy with what i have now. i still did things that i always wanted to do. i have no regrets at all. 2007 brought me many valuable moments and i have learned so much. indeed, i somberly grew so much this year and its the things i went through that made me a stronger person. did i mentioned that i'm kindda proud of myself.

i'm seen so much things this year, so much so that i couldnt possibly imagine. i actually would specially like to thank 3 important friends in my life and they are none other then JIMMY ,CHARISSA and JING QING. I love you guys and only you people. I'm bias.

oh and not to forget my long long friends EMMANUAL , SEAN , MARCUS.

YOU ALL MADE MY YEAR A LITTLE MORE CHEERFUL AND WONDERFUL. I OWE YOU GUYS I SWEAR.

and i seriously love this song and her.

if i'm good looking, then so are you?

Amazing indeed, amazing. Oh, an ant just escape from my thumb. how pathetic?!

Alright, an update.

I didnt have a great day after all,even the ants felt the frustrating vibes from my thumb. I have had a bad week. Thankfully, its finally over. With the torment from memory work and the anticipation of the coming holidays didn't helped me feel awe-contented. What's more knowing stuffs that you don't wish to know as yet. Let alone the surprises I had this whole darn term. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH. GET THAT?

Of course, I'm more then what you think. Such minor obstacles did not plunge me down to a treacherous pitfall. How is it not something valuable I should learn and pick up? I'm strong. A getting out of the pitfall just shows how strong I am. Easy, sure to be easy!

more updates.

The papers I took over the past few days were easy as it may have appeared to be. However, nothing beats my carelessness. It was the 4 marks away to achieve my desired grades for one of the papers. Sigh. I have no idea what its more disappointing than that.

some positive updates.

its good that everything is over- papers. I get a break from school work which I desperately awaited.

i get to perform at the mediacorp theatre for some s-pop competition.  i will be part of the mass choir, isn't much of a big deal after all. I will keep you people posted if you are excited for me and to see me on tv. i more then happy to get your supports if i managed to get tickets to the show.

some wish updates.

christmas, christmas, charistmas. omg! i can't wait. holiday which i shouldn't miss to have fun.

my friends and family, you deserve this awesome day of arrival , blessed with peace and love from everyone. i hope that people around stay healthy and safe. People who loves me loves me. People whom i love will still be loved. ENJOY!

i;m off. 

( if i'm good looking, then so are you? )