seriously, how is it to get something interesting to do so difficult. I'm telling you it quite difficult for me, strangely and hard to believe.

so 2007 is ending real soon? I really hope it will end off the next minute or even preferably the next second. It the suckiest year I have ever had. The people I met this year is awfully screwed ups. They don't just screw up their own life but they come and screw mine up. Indeed, how unfortunate my life in year 2007 was.

like Emmanuel told me once and it was in my head for days. He mentioned that he can't live a life with just happiness. There must be this delicate balance between sad and happy moments in his life that he will find life challenging and fun. ( my own interpretation of what he told me ) .For the first time, I actually believe him and learned to be less naive. What's life all about is learning and growing, not taking and leaving.

i'm still happy with what i have now. i still did things that i always wanted to do. i have no regrets at all. 2007 brought me many valuable moments and i have learned so much. indeed, i somberly grew so much this year and its the things i went through that made me a stronger person. did i mentioned that i'm kindda proud of myself.

i'm seen so much things this year, so much so that i couldnt possibly imagine. i actually would specially like to thank 3 important friends in my life and they are none other then JIMMY ,CHARISSA and JING QING. I love you guys and only you people. I'm bias.

oh and not to forget my long long friends EMMANUAL , SEAN , MARCUS.

YOU ALL MADE MY YEAR A LITTLE MORE CHEERFUL AND WONDERFUL. I OWE YOU GUYS I SWEAR.

and i seriously love this song and her.