all who cared.

My life's been pretty much toned-down, not in the emotionality saddened manner but more reasonable happy state. I'm happy that i'm almost done with putting off my all time low-spirits .It's really extra-exhausting to feel bothered. I've to say, this time i'm all alone doing this; simply i'm keeping all this lower and under the wraps. so, at least i have more time to get bothered with my school work.

I'm meeting people again and its about time to do so. I know, I used to get sick of being a socialite, having to make first good impression to allowing people to know you detailed is more than long and exhausting. well, at least this is how i feel.I 'm happy with these people bringing me some extra new glories and hopes. mind all, i'm longer in the relationship lingering thing so stop asking me whether is it a girl problem. staying single is now i clearly want.

school life still as boring. and realizing that exams are after Chinese New Years is like putting 10 billions of bullets into my body. nothing is more depressive than that. since, exams are right after CNY this means that study breaks will be during CNY. i get it, not that i do house visit and i should be all free. but, i thought i had allow some good quality resting time during this festive period. nerves, nerves. =(

i have to end off happy after all. if not its odd for such unbalance.

"tribute.
this is a special post to my bestie's from secondary school- diva, sean, roy, marcus and gh. it's been a while since we all met. i gotta be honest and say i really miss ya'll. we've all parted and are leading our own lives now, but through it all, our friendship has never wavered (and i know it never will). "

I really miss you people, man, sean, marcus , gh, diva. Really, no one get us separated. Just as how important my family is to me, you people must be part of my family. I love the whateva craziness we have had in school back then and i totally missed it so much. just as i thought my life just can't get any more lively knowing that you people are still with me. its those days when you get all shitty feeling in school and started thinking who are your real friends; there they are a bunch of unforgettable-ties.

we have to meet soon.

never have i let off my love ones.

my dearest.memories.

The best is yet to come.

I love today so much. my new found gory?

I didn't buy anything for Chinese New Year yet I had really good food today. Spent some 30 bucks on food and there goes my one week saving. It doesn't matter how i waste it on food. FOOD is most essential thing in my life.

I gonna restructure my agenda and friends.I have been bothered by alot of things since last year and i'm quite determine to put it at halt by the end of this month. So i have listened to her telling me about life. Again, i have grown and i;m starting another formation of perception about my life.

I'm happy. I have gotten a new phone too. I dont fuck care whether the phone looks like my old phone. If you people have issues about that then you people have seriously nothing better to comment about. DUMB fucks.

try not keeping me happy.i warn , its hard.