Edison Chen

What billions and millions of people whom may regard this dude, Edison Chen, as " COOL and HOT " fake Caucasian dude- oh have i mentioned? both his parents are pure chinese. awww.. that must be a great hit on you guys. i'm sorry. Well, think twice, thrice, is he really cool with all the "dangs" he is bearing now? The used to be every girl would die for, where his hoodies could  bit a million pounds on ebay is now a poor thing.

so, now its the issue of how society is being poised and how these days people are engaged in self-assertive cum obsessed activities, sexcam-horing. Technology has create so much wonders and its phenomena ever since its evolvements. We looked at how computer technology has brought us such ease in concord with our needs and wants.  Sadly, no one yet has looked into the evilness of what technology has brought to the society and how its being abused these day for  not legit and unjustifiable acts. Not withstanding, the fact that we can't live without technological help these days.

I'm very horrified with humans nowadays, they are either extremely smart or extremely dumb. Humans, are of a wonderful species on earth and how earth its being of it's state now its what humans have half created it. one serious thing that is not justifiable is that humans are not responsible for their act. its always the fun that everyone would love to have and not bearing the after-fun consequences. lets tune back to Edison Chen's photo scandal. as everyone now, especially, the girls would not justify for his act despite how he is being loved by millions. Girls out there are not sex salves but how he has affairs with so many girls is absolutely an disgrace to males. its amazing how he has been sleeping with so many inside stream girls. We all could now think very low of him, cheap dick , i suppose. unfortunately, with edison's state now, his life and future is at bleak.i'm really sorry to say.

many important lessons we could all draw from edison's unjustifiable trait of  injudicious act. never will you sexcam-hore and upload them to your computer without being pixilated ( for such, i had say japanese porns are smart, well, its really important for your privacy).

paramore.

You fake Paramore fans who know nuts about Paramore ( knowing just one pathetic song, misery business doesn't make you a better paramore fan) will hate me for this particular post.

Seriously, you people have to stop asking me about stupid questions like if i know them and think that Hayley William's ( female lead for the band ) HOT!

I tell it hard in your face that because of you people actually make me hate paramore more than ever. Hayley's pretty girl no doubt but she should not been idolized in such a manner. It takes more to idolise a person , you know? It not about her looks and her fucking hell traffic light coloured hair that made her the godly blasting in the music scene. For the most obvious reason, you guys are dumb. I'm so disgusted that you guys are dumb in every sense.

Have you looked into her talents and her character other then her hair and presence?

STRAIGHT HARD ANSWER: NO!

seriously, i have a stand on why you guys who send in thousand of request for their songs everytime on radio and comment them on myspace that ONLY Hayley's hot ( making it sound as if they have only 1 member in the whole darn band ; esp: there are 5 group members NOT 4 ) are more than DUMB. years ago, panic at the disco was up you guys idolised them like crazy and now ? just that they are not active in the mainstream , they totally being forgotten. moreover, songs like "great escape " from boys like girls is so outdated song. you know the song's like 1- 2 years back which i have heard them a thousand fucking million times and you guys only decide to make it HOT ONLY NOW!

last note, if you idolised a person, you idolised them for more than just their appearances.

ridiculously hideous bunch.

back to life.

As you guys have been back here many times and it hasn't have much updates which its really boring, i know. I'm here to announce that I'm finally back here updating. I have been really busy with exams. I have to say my exam didn't go fantastic. It was like a pass and go feeling and you all know that i'm so sick of studying. Oh well, i wasn't given choice to not have it.

My exams ended days before now and what I have been doing was a blast since then. did i mentioned, BLAST? First to start with was Marie's " eye like pink" belated birthday party at MOS. It was awesome and I actually stick to the rule of wearing pink to the party. man, none of the dudes were in pink. I felt so like an outcast there. oh well, its good being an outcast always; getting a whole lot of attention and i love it. the reason it was so fun cos i had my company ( jimmy, charissa and ming ) tagged along.

BTW, I really hate MOS after that day. Its jam-packed with weird looking people. I have no idea why are these fat ugly lesbians hanging out at these straight clubs making out like some big monsters getting onto each other. geez... I'm so disgusted. not that lesbians are always big monsters, but those are really exceptional horrible lesbians that i aint seen before.

i had these 2 pathetic rocks of vodka lime and rum before i was out to dance to the Rhythm and Blues ( RnB). So, they played "piece of me ", " one thing", "no one"... I'd say its  70 % of fun already. Next, headed to bar one with Marie and gang for more fun.

Today will be my first day slacking off my day at home. I quite ticked off with the red spots on my face. It looks like i have AIDS. good job innit? ask me about it.

on a total different topic, political. so, now's still the hot issues about which senator will become the next america's president. Hilary Clinton, Obama or  John Edward?  We all dont know. Seriously, to my point and verdict if you had asked, Mrs Clinton will be of top notch for the whites. It's the white country we are talking about. If the country is ever rule by a black, it will be a legendary moment. well, let see how Americans vote. but again, its a competition between a WHITE WOMAN and a BLACK MAN which makes it all exciting. I am sorry for john edward, he is so neglected from the competition. I don't really know much about politics but i guess if obama's going to win it will be better life for the blacks which blacks been the minority and pretty neglected from the big group. like what kayne daringly brought out on national tv, Bush doesn't give a shit for the blacks. wow, another legendary moment.

o well, more updates to come. prolly, the Edison Chen's photo scandal. it has been BIG.

in the process of exams...

i think of a list of accomplishments.

i think of the funs and joys ahead.

i think slacking.

i think of friends.

i think of talk-bitch.

i think of being alcoholic.

i think of improving my musicality .

i think of another millions of what i will be doing.

for now CONCENTRATE!

exams.

this week's my exam period. i'm really busy with tons of revision works. anything keep me posted through phone as i wont be online 90% of the time.

i cant wait for my exams to end. i gotta a line up things to accomplish after exams. i'm looking forward to. however, there are some things that i'm not looking forward to as well. someone that i'm not.

smart doesn't equates self-assertive, you eat more books.

I just wish a prosperous NEW YEAR. and everything goes well "WANG" for me.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

GONG XI! GONG XI!

I cant decide

I cant decide who I want to be. I find it really difficult to please my ownself, and I dont exactly need any re-enforced reminder to that.

Just as i thought i could take off to a better place , un-proudly , once again, emotionally challenged. There is so many things i want to tell people but there's always this annoying limitation to it.

I trust that i could handle most of the thing myself but recently I realized I'm really handicapped when it comes to dealing with emotions. Emotionally imbalance. not to mention, its almost unbearable most of the time. i'm almost falling apart these few days. I'm seriously dread by all these stuffs and those thoughts which are really crazy.

i have come to a point that i;m starting to grow sensitive. wait, isnt anyone not sensitive? but i can assure that me being sensitive its all reasonable. I really cant decide.REALLY! i wish that now, i have billions of ears listening to me rant and not comment about it.

so, i raised this question to myself. Am i ready and mature enough to handle it? speaking of maturity, i never believe that anyone bears a mature demeanor. its all those crazy thoughts in you that makes you imperfect and childish. isnt it?

let it be, let it flow.

but i really do care.