Lonesome

I hate being lonesome. you have no idea that feeling of not even a heart close companion to throw your bitches at. you have no idea how annoying when some things I want for never appears but some things I don't wish for overwhelmingly bash at me. everything comes and goes.

i really hate being lonesome and i definitely know am big enough to live by myself but its also good to have someone to depend on besides my family.

i love listening to depressive songs. they speak every piece of my life bringing their pieces close to my heart. i will never know what others would think of me and i don't really care.

its really all hard to not stay lonesome.

have i mentioned ? what i bring about to everyone and everywhere comes back to me.

i really really hate being lonesome. i really want tears. the bitter rather than salty tears.

I REALLY REALLY CAN'T TOLERATE LONESOME.