so what now?

For the past weeks, I have desperately tried to find glory to myself. The glory of joy and fun. I always knew that whatever I have now is soon to be fading away. I'm already losing it half. All the more I have the reason to find new ones and replace them. Not a substitute but a replacement.

later then i realized, things get out of your hand. It overwhelms you. I learned that what I have done its purely wrong.

as much as how I like leading my own life, I hate it too. I just couldn't poise my life in a sane and normal matter. a minute ago, its all overwhelming and spontaneous but the other is all somberly annoying.

i'm tired

i'm energetic

i'm all

katy perry - thinking of you