FollowMe:Twitter
Twitter: RoyRottiRot | ||||||||||
Favorites
![]() |
10 December 2006, 12/10/2006 01:04:00 PM
Desperate for PEACE!
Finally decided to add a post to this almost deadful blog. I am so moody and restless now. SHIT life. Had so much quarrel with "people". I so need a peacful environment that i can shut everything off my mind and peacefully sleep. I have been chilling out till pass midnight the past weeks. Felt so horrible, just like the feeling everytime after puking. All the shit stuck in you and when it overloaded your stomach everything just burst out. They have no idea whats life. Neither do they bother how bad am i feeling. All they care about is to put myself into a "NO LIFE" zone and expect people to live with it. There are so many confusion in me. I have no idea how to put them into words or even to just describe the feeling that i have been endauring. Here comes a day, starting it with quarrels and shoutings aross rooms. I am out of breath and felt so much wordless every time i was being shoot back at. Can't some understanding to be shown in an correct way from them. I am almost on verge of giving up everything. Everything which includes studies. I am so exhausted. In fact, emotionally, mentally and physically exhausted. I dont even know how many cans of red bull can i force it in myself to regain my activeness ever again. I felt so dead now. Never felt like this before. I know this post is diffcult to understand for many you becos i didnt show the full picture of it. You can read it and ask me. All i know is i want to rest. Even how much i want to rest i cant, common test commencing tomorrow. Pray hard and cross fingers that i do well in them. If no, more naggings to tolerate for the rest of my life. |
MEMYSELF:ROY ![]() I practice self love, not self obsesses Being skinny is what people hates, Being fat what people laugh at Idolise:MICHELLEBRANCH ![]() She is incredible; lifetime respected artiste Her music brings millions of inspirations She is a whole new inspiration and influence to my music LifeAchievements:My Song ![]() Album: StarChamp Album Song Track: 09 Its About Time My first ever album studio track An achievement that i'm proud off MyLive:Performances StarChamp Album Launch: At Heerens Showcase Performance Tracks: [1]Remembering Sunday [2] Its About Time |
partners
Secondary College Others My Links backtoyesterday
+ Sick Sick and still sick! + Busy Busy Busy + Just SHUT UP! + back school back + pull and bear + Lostprophets + Miami Vice + no children's day + no title + rubbish HistoricBooks
+ June 2005 + July 2005 + August 2005 + December 2005 + January 2006 + February 2006 + March 2006 + August 2006 + September 2006 + October 2006 + November 2006 + December 2006 + January 2007 + February 2007 + March 2007 + April 2007 + May 2007 + June 2007 + July 2007 + August 2007 + September 2007 + October 2007 + November 2007 + December 2007 + January 2008 + February 2008 + March 2008 + April 2008 + May 2008 + June 2008 + July 2008 + August 2008 + September 2008 + October 2008 + November 2008 + December 2008 + January 2009 + February 2009 + March 2009 + April 2009 + May 2009 + June 2009 + July 2009 + August 2009 + September 2009 + December 2009 + February 2010 takeabow
An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D |
theRamblemachine
|