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12 June 2007, 6/12/2007 01:05:00 AM

How happy am i not?

How happy am i not?

I have not been posting in quite a bit. I guess it has been almost up to a month.

During the month, I was frikkin busy with school work and the artiste training audition ( part 2 ).I can swear that multi-BIG-task is not an awesome thing to do. Common test just felt like somewhat semester's end exam to me and to the rest who talk about it to me. Studying BLAW ( Business Law ) just made me realised that my short term memory is worsen; is like deteriorating year by year. OH DEAR, I growing old. I cant imagine how can I survive when i reach 50 and above. You would be hearing stuff from me like , " I have not eaten " when i actually have 98329823798237 of meals already.

I have also met many people during the month, some very awesome, some not so. Like I always tell my friends, if you are not the type the people I would talk with, spend my precious time and care about you ;this probably mean you are the one that I would not regard as friends. I have enough best friends. To qualify being my best friends, it will take quite some time. I will keep as little best friends as possible. I know who is truthful to me and who are not. I really detest people who thinks that by meeting once or twice , they had think I'm nice too them and thus, regard me as their best friend. No shit, it takes more than that for me to be qualified as a best friend.

If you wont or have not die for me when I was in some deep shit; you are probably not my best friend as yet. Moreover, I will never tell person whether he/she is my best friend. They all would know it themselves. If i ever treat you fucking great - smile , laugh , nice to you , this wouldnt imply that I had like you a hell lot. I treat practically everyone very nicely, albeit, you are a bitch , fuck ass and whatsoever shit. Unless, you are still a shit to me after sometimes, I can be a real fuck to you. Let me tell this to everyone, don't try to hard to be my friend. I love those who love being themselves and as much as I love those who are caring to me . I will not deny that I'm someone can live without being cared. Friends whom i have been through ups and downs with, you are probably the best awesome people around in the world. One more think, if you like me please don't stalk me and say all the" oh Roy you are fucking great, cute, handsome and whateva " to others, I will blacklist you. Plus, this show that you beg people to be your friend. No shit, i hate this kindda shit.

The people I love: Jimmy, Marie, Emmanuel, Sean, Guo Hua, Jing Qing, Charissa,Galvin.

Alright, I have some updates about me. As you all know that my common test is just over , meaning i have loads of free time now. People can start asking me out.

BTW, I have passed the audition with the taiwan record company. I would like to thank the instructors and principal of the school for helping me so much. Being in the top 10 is not a easy thing. I have tried hard, learnt hard. The scoldings from you people made me realised that I aint always great. I've learnt from mistakes along the way. I have no idea how many kisses and huggies i would have to give the people who wish me luck as a repayment. You people ( namely, Jing Qing, Melvin, Alexander, Jimmy, Joel, myclassmates- Rina, Shu Hui, Jenice,..more ) , I have no idea how much supports you have given me but I do appreciate them a hell lot. With the supports, its the only way to drive me to do my very best even though how hard the road it may be for me. The only sad thing is that no every of my classmates got in. I have no idea whether i will be getting use to working with new people. I have met some and already i hated some. They had better fuck off and not talk to me in any circumstances or else, once you get my bitch veins activated, you can never get safe yourself.

It is still a long distant ahead for me to reach my goals and dreams. Like probably another 5 years. Along the way I really need inspirations and the supports from you people.

HAHHAHA. only 4 of us were at the result announcement.

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