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18 June 2007, 6/18/2007 02:10:00 AM

recuperates...

recuperates...

Though, I have claimed that I have so much time to rest ever since the vocation has commenced, the feeling of sleepiness is endless. Could i just blame it on internet, having its tempting forces in resemblance of a great television program? Really?!?.. I can sit through the whole day listening to music and spend the rest on MSN. Yesh, don't get amazed, its MSN. I'm so exhausted these days. ( sigh. sigh.) I'm really tired with what i'm doing these days. They are overly bored. The things i'm supposed to be doing is left undone. I know what they are, you people don't need to know.

Is like i have travel to the verge of a mountain a million time. I'm always hanging at the edge of it and is the toughest part, not letting it end, neither letting it not end. The road has been hard for me. I have step into the real world more than many people does. This is what i've claimed and is real. Many may have think shallow of me knowing this world but everyone thinks is simple as it seems like it. I not loving this world anymore , any further. Some people are difficult to handle, some are just as easy going and yet some are just as tough.

I have no idea of handling my dreams , the process and the roads to them perfectly. ( sigh. sigh )

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I have grown in myself for almost 18 years. I know myself more than anyone does. It that true? Is left unknown. The topic "myself" ever since the first time I have written on it, is vastly subjective. Sometimes, I had myself writing down things that does not perfectly speaks the truth about myself. ( I'm thinking unruly ) Sometimes, I can be letting myself to write stuff that is not actually of what I'm thinking , rather is what i want it to be thought of. - seriously, if you don't know me you could be cracking thousands of nut shells and still don't get what i mean.

Blogging is personal, but now blogging is no longer just blogging. I want people to know how I feel about certain things. Blogging is now about letting people know what i think. I should have thought of this ages ago and perhaps, even before the blog has started. I love to write . Writing is interesting. Writing on papers is even more interesting. But, blogging , another form of online journalizing just makes things easier for people. well, duhhh... what's invention for? ease?

I really hate to read blogs that speak about their ( refers to bloggers ) daily proceedings and the never ending " I have done this this this this this this this" ... continues to a thousand miles ahead. Is lovely to read jimmy's and emmanuel's blog. Emmanuel's had turned somewhat more arty form of writing, poetry. It is something that is worth reading and understanding despites that fact that it does takes up some time and risk the fact that understanding equals 0. I had take that as keeping one in suspends. Similarly, jimmy's blog is somehow personal but not the the extend of letting know her "insider" secrets. and when she left the parcel of secrets around, and the way how to put her words , is just worth spending the time to read.

end here.
turn in.
bye.

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