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20 June 2008, 6/20/2008 10:17:00 PM

Trying

Grateful. How could i not?
When i start to doubt myself, there is always something that brings me back all the time.
I'd say i'm blessed all the time.I have truly understand that one should learn how to accept everything that is set out for you.Everything and every moment in your life doesn't need a reason to happen.Everything just comes and goes.

I'm always back tracking. Thinking how much have i changed every year, week, day, hour, minute and second. Its a new century that we live in. There is no such thing as try to be yourself. You meet different people, you be different person. Thats the most challenging of all, absolutely. But, most importantly even though you felt like you are a fake, you have to know what you are doing all the time.

Its the painful month of all months. I have so much losses and gains in just a month. I have no idea how i have pull through all these while, the pain and misery. It's always unbearable.

Just a week ago, my best friend who lost someone because fate of death just decide to land upon that person. I never had myself felt so sorry. Whatever she is going through is what i can never understand and experience. But I'm happy that she is taking everything strongly which in a way leave me with no worries.

It has been also an eventful month of all months. I had my recording completed. and many more that i wish i had share with everyone but i'm so lazy to. one thing i felt really odd is that people start to treasure me more than i treasure them. they chose to stick very closely to me now. they have never been. They have been asking me out and want to talk to me so badly about their miserable life.

It Jimmy's Birthday this month. I have known her almost for 2 years and a half. I truly regard her as my closest friend of all. I know how much she treasure this friendship too. It was so grate and amazing to learn that even though we don't meet in school everyday ever and anymore but we are still close enough to talk about all craps and dungs. She listen to me more than anyone does. She understands me more than anyone could possibly understand. We talked about so much things that not anyone could have been able to do so. We talked so much. I simply love you Jimmy! My life could have been much more worst without your presence. I learnt.

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* a smiley for my life*

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